my body is a cage

My body is a cage that keeps me from dancing with the one I love. My mind holds the key. I'm standing on a stage of fear and self-doubt, it's a hollow play but they'll clap anyway.
Set my spirit free. (I want to feel beautiful, and sexy in my own skin.)

This is not just for momentary inspiration. I will do this. I am worth it. Kill the fucking parasite. + It was startling to discover how much I didn’t value myself. I can be strong and reliable when I have no other choice, when the pressure is on and someone else needs me. Why can’t I be reliable for myself? Why can’t I trust myself? Why can’t I eat right, or study, or go to the gym for MYSELF? Because I don’t think I’m worth it. I don’t think I’ll really succeed or be beautiful, or smart. I kept trying everyday, and failing and saying “tomorrow, tomorrow,” and that little parasite inside me was gleeful that I’d failed again. You are your own worst enemy. Your inner monologue—-even the one you are hardly aware of, effects everything. Look in the mirror, even if you’re fat and ugly right now and say “you are worth it.” Kill the parasite everyday. Start to change the voice that you speak to yourself with, because if you don’t think your worth it, why would anyone else?

I'm starting as a bigger gal than most of you, but i want to be skinny just as much,be beautiful just as much. i just have to start further away..

5'7" HW:264 SW:260 (8/3/11) CW:250 (9/26/11) GW1:220 GW2:200 GW3:170 GW4:140 Final Goal Weight:120
rewards: GW1: the start of believing in myself, GW2: enjoy going out/start of self confidence GW3: finish sleeve GW4: thigh piece, and new wardrobe. FGW: pose for suicide girls

when i'm beautiful, i'm going to be your biggest fucking regret

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love the print of the blouse, red in general is just amazing.

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Tomione lovin'

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A friend of mine recently started a new fic, and I think it’s pretty good so far. check it out. she told me that she hasn’t even gotten into the meat of the story yet. hail tomione fanfiction.Especially well-written fanfiction.

The Light has lost,& the Dark Lord now reigns over Britain.Hermione has known much grief,& she must tread very carefully,especially if she wishes to keep her darkest secret, even as she struggles with being seduced by the Dark Arts,& Voldemort himself.

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My friend's and mine's new weight loss blog.

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..haha though it’s the same playlist.

Anonymous asked: you should be eating more than that. i am majoring in nutrition, that little calorie intake is only gonna have a reverse effect in the long run. but best of luck!

You’re probably right, but I’m not that hungry. I’d rather have a few hundred calories less than I should than binge though.